tulo-laway

sa jeep..
naka-upo lamang sa sulok..
nakatulala.

may isang pasahero,
enjoy na enjoy sa kanyang kinakain.
yum! nakangiti pa habang kumakain.
burger sa Jollibee? Fries sa McDo?
o Chippy?

no matter what your food is, you still got me salivating. drooling.

i don't know with you guys, but i have this thing against people eating inside jeepneys, or PUVs. they make the other passengers drool over their food. and i don't like it. maybe they aren't doing it on purpose, but still, the effects are the following:
*others who may not be watching you eat but have seen you eating tend to salivate
*you make me swallow my saliva and i do my best not to let any one notice it
*you make me look somewhere else where i won't be able to watch you eating cause i don't want any of you to think that i am hungry and want to grab your food. and i hate it.

cause for me, i don't want any one drooling over my food. it just ain't right.

well, unless you'd want to share your food with everyone. that wouldn't be a problem.

Stupid is as Stupid does.

and because i am stupid(and i do accept the fact that i am), i can just write about stupid things. cause i'm good at this. always been good at this.

yesternight (last night =D), i went out with some of my friends. and told my mum and my best friend that it wouldn't take long. so yea, that was stupid. cause we got to the place at around 9pm and we left the place at 1am. not too long, right? stupid. and i got home with alcohol working inside my fuckin brain. and said a lot of stupid things like, 'so, what do you want me to do?.....................' and yea. crazy stuff. that was so not cool. and stupid. and i am.

see? this is going nowhere. you may be reading the wrong blog.

i can still feel that my tummy is not feeling right.

i wonder what mum's gonna say if i told her that i love her personally.. yea, that's stupid. i haven't told her those words seriously and personally.

my ass aches. and i need to take a bath. i still have some apologetic lines to rehearse for. and i can just do it inside the bathroom. 'i'm sorry.. i didn't mean to do it.'
-what a stupid line.

i do hope and pray that mommy joan won't be breaking up with daddy sam. i don't wanna lose my family at school. yesternight was a stupid night.

yea, thanks to hamz, joan of arc and daddy sam, and poi(who arrived late) and to myself for spending the night like yesternight. and it won't happen again.

and i got to end this cause this post is really stupid.

i think rats should rot in hell

i hate rats. they're disgusting. i hate them. i think they should all rot in hell. like what are they supposed to be doing in someone's house? ruin their things? see how unhelpful these creatures are? they are uggghh. so fucking annoying! and they're not even cute! how can anyone take them as pets! they're pests, not pets at all!

see this picture?
now, would you like to have a pet as disgusting as this?



and i hate them more because these creatures are very intelligent. like they know what to eat and what not to eat. so they don't easily die. i fucking hate them.

learn to appreciate the art of being alone

1:00 pm. Saturday(yesterday at the gazebo at school). lunch? yes.

i get to be alone for some time. i do like the feeling of being alone at times. it gives me time to think of things that i often miss, simple things that can easily be forgotten.

it's been long since i last ate lumpia shangai (uhhm?). i prefer to have the lumpia from Dencia's. or maybe it's the only place i remember eating them and can still remember the taste. one thing i miss. oh yea.

i haven't read a book since the year started. you know, novels and the like (not textbooks, of course). I'm thinking of buying a new book. I'm just not sure what it would be. maybe it's time for me to go to bookstores and do the hunting myself. the question is: do i have the cash to buy one? i bet.

even before college started, i was already imagining myself not having close friends at all. a 'loner' maybe. yea. i was expecting myself to be one, but unfortunately, it didn't happen. having close friends was far from what i expected, even a best friend was way, way out of my imagination. i was not even looking for one in the first place. not desperate to have one.

i wonder why leaves turn yellow when they're about to fall. why can't they just stay where they are and keep themselves green? so ya. i'm not good in plants and stuff like chlorophyll and blah blah pigmentation, but i do love plants.

I've been thinking of taking another course after i finish management accounting. i might want to study biology. umm. nope. chemistry maybe? a big NO. fine arts? i love art, but the feeling is just not mutual.

i wanna have a car.

sometimes, i believe that I'm a good person. i can easily get along with different people. but looking back at the past, i would strongly disagree. i haven't been good enough. never been good enough.

I've always wanted to have a good cam.  and always envied camera houses or whatever you call those stores selling cameras. i wanna steal all those great cams that they have.

before, i didn't like the idea of having a third sex in this world. but now, i actually don't care. these people have their one lives, so why give a damn about them?

i mean, gays are fine. well, gays are great! very talented and intelligent. i do love them. i just don't like some gays who think that they're superior over the others, you know. and some don't even care if they're already stepping on someone or hurting others' feelings because of their tactlessness. the rude ones.

lesbians? they're fine. i just don't know how to deal with them because i haven't had any close friends that are lesbians. some just irritate me. they feel like they're more manly than straight men. c'mon, why do you have to open your books while sitting/riding PUVs/jeepneys or whatever and feel like you have balls in between? i just hate it when you occupy toooooo much space.

but i do have nothing against you.

i don't know how to dispose trash properly.

i wanna see how things rot. leaves, the human body, garbage, biodegradable stuff. i think it's cool.

sometimes, i prefer Go Nuts over Krispy Kreme. but sometimes, i don't.

i love my mum. i love my dad. yea.

i wonder how it feels like to become bald. like having no hair on my head at all. i might like the feeling after all.