makes me feel like saying SORRY

saying sorry is a big thing. SORRY is a big word. and i really mean it whenever i say it..


i remember Tuesday of last week in our History50 period, Blanche, Jha, Mommy Joan and i were talking, as usual. and then the topic on saying sorry was suddenly opened. Jha said that she doesn't really say sorry. if there's a misunderstanding between her and a friend, she waits for that friend to say sorry first. and that's it. then i told her, ako pud. i never got used to saying sorry to someone na akong naka-away or just a little misunderstanding. all i do is just wait for time to heal and erase those things/feelings. and if ever i say SORRY, i really mean it. gi-swallow na nako akong pride ana. big deal? yes! because saying sorry is a big thing for me! a serious case!

so, what if a person doesn't accept my apology? i can do nothing about that but to accept it. accept the fact that i was not forgiven. i would feel bad about it, seriously. but i just can't force a person to accept it, to accept me.

i've said sorry a gazillion times already and not all were accepted. dawat-dawat na lang ko ani. in God's time... it shall be accepted. SORRY