Today's the 7th day of the year and almost the 8th. But is it really a new year for me? They say the new year is the perfect time to a better beginning, a start of something new, perhaps. But is it?
2009 was a good year for me, things turned out well, prelim grades were yet to be announced (so I saved 2010 to mourn for them), the family has become a bit better, good friends were there for me, found new friends along the way, good friends were there to stay, and I stayed sane for the rest of the year. That was quite an achievement.
It has been a "tradition" among us to make a new year's resolution at this time of the year (maybe now is too late, so I say before the year has to end) and I think I haven't even thought of one. I don't really do new year's resolutions, I just leave them and forget about them the moment I feel that they're somehow, useless.
This could be an example:
1) This year, I am going to lose weight. - (Fvck my ass! I've got to lose my bones for this!)
or I am going to gain weight. - (this is one of my best friend's resolutions :D)
But what if at the end of the year you'll find out that nothing's changed or it turned out that what happened was the opposite? What are you gonna do? Tell yourself you're sorry? And what? Try again next year? Better fvck next time, then!
Yes, see how my mind works? The start of the year makes my mind go craptastic. It makes me think of what I've done during the past year like telling me how I svck over and over again, and that I could have been better. Thanks to my pea-brain.
But anyhow, I am looking forward to what's going to happen this year. I love surprises, it scares the shit out of me.
May we be blessed throughout the year!
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