I get really moody these past few days. Unstable. Unable to think properly. I often convince myself that there's nothing wrong with me, but I know there is. There's something that bothers me seriously. I tend to forget it at times but when I am alone and there's nothing to do but scratch my head, it pops up. Just like a computer warning of a virus or something.
The big problem is, I do not fvcking know what on earth is bothering me. What's wrong with me? Is this normal? Or maybe I am just denying the things that make my self forget the people that I have, the things that make me feel so alone. I kinda need some serious help in here.
Vacation is finally here yet I haven't done anything that's summer-ish/vacation-ish. I am looking forward to seeing my old friends again. There's something about them that keeps me secured, remembered, and loved. Talking about old friends, one of my closest boy friends and I were talking about law school. And I was like "err, my father wants me to, I am considering that" which made me feel guilty. At this point in my life, I still do not know what I want. What I want to do with myself.
*I need no sympathy, please. I just needed to get this thing off me so I can breathe.*
Mar 27, 2010
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stop overthinking, that's normal though... i think.
err, i can't do that. It's the only thing that I enjoy doing without moving a muscle.
solace! it's summer, alot of overthinking will occur due to idleness. do you have summer classes?
I still overthink even at sleep. Yea, i'll be taking summer classes (to lessen the idleness). ;)
that's cool :)
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