FML

More than a year ago, I asked my mom for something that I was totally in love with and her answer was 'after you graduate from college'. That was the deal. Yes, I remember that very well.

A week prior to this week, she has told me about some photography workshop that her friend was organizing and I was just 'uh-huh. Uhmmkay' because that's all I can say. So I sorta told my best friend about it cause I was 'a bit' interested (she wasn't), but I just let it pass that I almost forgot about it. So the week went on.... until this morning,

Mama: La, apil atong photography workshop ba kay P1000 lang this 20(ish), 3days lang! (So she was telling me to join this workshop at a cheap price for 3days)

Lala: Naa ko'y cam? Unsaon nako pag-apply sa akong mga natun-an? Palitan ko nimo? (And I was asking her if I have a camera to be used during the workshop to apply what I've learned and if she'd buy me one)

Mama: Dili man na kelangan oy, basics lang man! (Telling me that it's not necessary because they'll only teach us the basics on photography)

Lala: Diba ana man ka palitan ko nimo pag graduate nako? (Asking my mother about her promise that she'd be buying me one when I graduate)

Mama: ............ (she was speechless)

See? How could she convince me to join some photography workshop when I don't even have/own an instrument to be used mainly during that period of time?

I am being pathetic again. How could life get so cruel and not let me get what I want? :|

Rant.

I just got my grade in Philosophy of Religion, 65. How great was that? Should I be grateful to my teacher about this? This is the lowest among all the grades that I've gotten in my entire life. I AM FCKING PROUD OF IT. Bullshit

I'm so pissed off. Fcking pissed off.