Tomorrow

Is this love that I'm feeling?

this sweet

and this happy

Just live like this, like we don't give a shit.

For the love of Cera :)

Tomorrow is the said deadline for our Project Feasibility Study on establishing a skateboarding/bmx riding (?) in Davao. I must be dead by now.

I am having this fascination on Lomography, since, like, uhmm, I don't remember. But all I do is fake lomography with my lomo app in my iPod. Pretty soon, I am definitely going to buy Lomo cam/s. Wait yooo.

For the mean time, my iPod will serve as my fake lomo cam and shoot.

Wish me luck. ;)

Life Shall Get Better

I'm in the middle of making our survey questionnaire and I decided to stop because I just wanted to. Or maybe because we talked to my sister via Skype so I had to stop whatever I was doing. And here I am, unconsciously making a blog entry when time's supposed to be used for more productive things.
Yes, the nerve of this woman is just. Unbearable.
It's not that I wanted to brag about this but, ha, I finally bought myself a Christmas gift! Which could also be my mother's pre-graduation gift because I'm not planning to ask for anything after I finish school knowing that there are more important things as to how the money can be used rather than my self-ish needs.
So, what was the thing that I bought? It's an Apple iPod Touch. Ha, ha, ha. It's the only thing that I can afford as of the moment so, yea. My best friend bought the same thing, because we're best friends, duh. I know that it's not even worth bragging, and I'm not.

earphones (picture quality isn't really that great, it's just VGA)

It got me a lot of thinking though, to buy or not. But well, I guess it must be worth it, all my savings.

As to my recent discovery, I found out what my talent is.

 I can twist my tongue better than you do.

I was counting my teeth (yes, I count them every now and then) to make sure that I have a number of missing teeth which haven't come out yet. I only have 14 upper teeth and 12 for the lower part, which makes me...abnormal. An adult normally has a total of 32, and if you noticed, I only have 26. 26 FVCKING TEETH FOR A 20 YEAR OLD LADY (or baby)! WHERE COULD THE OTHERS BE? So, while I was counting them facing the mirror, which I did for the first time, I noticed the movement of my tongue and tah-dah! There, I saw my tongue doing what I did in that photo above. I have a few friends who brag about their tongue doing it and whenever I try, I just couldn't make it. But then again, there's time for everything.

Have a great week ahead of you :)

First Entry for 2011

Since the year started and a little before the year ended, I have become an android. 3 to 5 hours of sleep a day makes me one of the prettiest zombies in town. NOT.

I am the type of person who hates pressure from school. Exams are okay, who hasn't gotten used to them? What I hate are those things that eat most of my time when I can do something more productive like reading a good book or doing household chores or just anything for my friends and family, I'd love to do those.

Project Feasibility Study. This is the final requirement for our major class this semester, the last semester of my college life. Every week, we shall be submitting 1 part of the study. We've already submitted one last week, the technical aspect of our study. Days from now, the market study is to be submitted and I don't know the rest anymore.

I'd rather read our lessons than make these stuff, like I am allergic. Ugh, which leaves me to an option of quitting school. Ha, ha, ha. Kidding. I've come this far and now I'm quitting? I must be a moron.

One thing is, I don't really like the feeling of 'working' at an office while still in school. Yes, on-the-job training, I am disappointed. I mean it's really nice to be in the office with all these cool people who are always busy doing something but still have the time to talk and joke with all the other guys in there but I just don't like the feeling of being alone in there, not having the courage, so to speak, to join them. I keep myself distant, being that introvert that I am. And I still have classes to worry about which make me feel more disturbed.

I guess I've been ranting too much. I just needed this cause I don't really have anyone to tell.

Graduation day is less than 2 months away, this gives me a reason to do good in my ojt. Well, haven't been absent because hours are counted and the less I get absent, the sooner I can finish it and have more time for school stuff.

Going on with my ranting, I feel like I'm the kind of person who cannot really keep up with attachments, the friendship type of attachment. One of the most basic things that keeps me connected to my old friends is my mobile phone. I receive text messages from friends every now and then but knowing the indolent person that I am, I usually make my replies short and delayed. It's not that I am doing it on purpose, but it's just me. Usually, I forget that I've read/replied to a message not until I read it again and check my sent messages.

Ugh, my life is so dull and resentful right now. I need a break.