Relaxed

A month has passed since I became officially unemployed. A few have asked if I have started my job hunting yet and I give them a shrug. Now I ask myself, "Have I?" then I get the same answer.
I get the pressure of being an unemployed graduate (I finished college last year) because once you get out of college, you are expected to have a job a few months after graduation. What happened to me last year was, I started working a week after graduation. I was too overwhelmed to get a job offer, not really thinking if I like the job that was being offered. I didn't even have any idea what it was all about. I was too excited to earn my own money!
A few months passed and I started to feel burned-out. I cannot really say that I didn't like what I was doing but going overtime almost everyday totally made it worse. Life wasn't there anymore. I did enjoy going to the office because of my colleagues-friends. But you really cannot go away with those whom you can't stand seeing (I don't want to do a naming game in here, okay?).
Then it hit me, do my efforts receive enough compensation?
*I can't pay our electricity bill (sometimes I give, most of the time I don't)
*I pay for my cellphone bill
I can't go through the deats really, it's nonsense.
My point is, I was not happy because I cannot give my family enough. okaaay, I know that I do not know how to budget my money, but is it even enough to be budgeted? Hahaha ang arte lang. And I believe that having an undergrad degree is not enough nowadays especially for those like me whose course cannot get them to take board exams after (sa opinion ko lang ha wag kang magagalit, pero maganda ang business course kung gusto mong sa office ka at marami ka nang pera at gustong magsimula ng sariling business dahil mayaman ka nga).
Ewan ko san patungo tong post na to pero ang alam ko nagpa-enroll na ako at mag-aaral na ako uli ngayong SABADO!
What a boring update! Till the next boring one!
Oh, wait. I have new photo albums in my multiply account:
My Share of April 13-15, 2012 photos (my first time in MNL) and
April 13-15, 2012 (MNL-Tagaytay-Batangas-?)
Thanks! Have a great hairday! ||@_@||