late midterm exams

i'll be taking my late midterm exams later this afternoon. too bad. i'll be taking them this late because i got sick last week and i had to see a doctor to check things out, found out that i had tonsillitis. my tonsils were what? swelling?

well, i insisted on seeing a doctor to get myself excused with a medical certificate. haha. legal right? so i don't have to make excuses, the certificate will do it for me. but here i am, suffering the consequences. i've got no one to run to. hahaha! nobody to help me.. sigh

last night was a sooo fucked up night.. but my siblings just took it easy. yea. im a proud sister. my parents were like arguing like hell and there they were, just making fun of the conversation my mum and dad were having. haha! see how cool they are? i just... love them.

and yea, i am really confused right now. like i am no longer capable of thinking. hoho. no, what i mean is i am really confused on who am i going to believe in. dad or mum? dad nor mum. yea, i think i shouldn't believe in them both. anyway, i just need the money, shelter, love from them. i can't force them to love each other (cause they really can't. haha!)  funny right? oh yea. enough of my silly words cause i might end up failing my exams if i go on and on writing silly stuff.